Uh ohh...

OK...my secret dream has come true...well, it isn't exactly secret. My husband knows that if a certain person from my past were to show up on my doorstep that I would simply walk out the door and into his arms. Well, thanks to Facebook, that person has shown up on my virtual doorstep. I feel like a silly teenager...exchanging emails...learning that he is separated from his wife (SCORE!!)...and the most amazing thing of all is that he was working in my town this year!! How bizarre is that???

He is the one that I never got over...he is the one that I broke-up with my 4-year high-school sweatheart for...he is the reason I didn't transfer to a different college...he is the one that I would walk away from my marriage for (if you want to call it a marriage).

I will never forget the last time that I saw him...looking all sexy in his Navy whites...and yes, I put the hat on my head just like Deborah Winger in "An Officer and a Gentleman". Oh, how I have longed for him over the years. People say that you never forget your first love, and I will honestly never forget mine. This person was not my first love, or so I thought. I would never give up the life I have now for my first love, but I would give up my life for my second...my true soul-mate.

I can only hope that our e-mail correspondence continues...because I got all aflutter when I received the second one that said he was separated.